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2014 has been a good year for me with tons of time in my hands &i tried to use them wisely. spent time with friends and family but just mainly on myself &i think i could end the year on a happy note. just thinking about my plans and the possible happenings in 2015 makes me want to fast forward to the end of the year much more. but then, i think i should cherish the last few days of December rather than wishing time would go faster.

style

last year, there was this website that titled me as one of the best dressed people in my university &written a post about me and my style. they asked me some questions like what were my favorite trends or what were the things i love to wear. there was this question that i really had a hard time answering &it was "how do you describe your style?"

thinking out loud

 is it just me or everyone's thinking the same that the year just flew by in a snap? okay...that might be a little lie but i really felt that way when the ber months came in. i mean really, there's only 11 days before Christmas and i'm not really a person that counts days before it happens but this year's a bit different. it's because i'm so excited, like you could never imagine, that i'll be spending Christmas in a different country! cue in screaming and dancing! 

all about that bass

okay, save up all your harsh comments &"you're crazy for thinking that" comments because there's nothing you can do at the moment for me. i do think that i'm not thin because i have flabs in parts of my body that i do want to disappear like in my thighs, stomach, arms &even at the back of my neck. crazy right? but no matter what people say that i'm thin &it's enough, i think i can be thinner. i don't know but maybe there's a chip in every girl's mind that we think we're fatter than we really are.

blank space

i'm loving Taylor Swift's new album, 1989, like crazy! i've been a fan of her songs every since Teardrops on My Guitar but didn't really liked her last album, Red. but this new one is definitely on repeat on my itunes lately. my favorite song would probably Blank Space as you can say with the title post. but i've got a blank space baby, &i'll write your name...

blame

hello to my beautiful {handsome} readers! i know i have been missing the whole month of October &half of November from my blog and i couldn't be more ashamed. i hope i haven't lost the little readers i do have! i was just not feeling it lately- sitting down in front of my laptop &try to stir up something for you guys. but, finally i got my lazy ass up for you guys &remembered the happiness that blogging does give me. so here it goes!

 

it was always you

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it's a friday &i just got back from a pampering sesh so i'm feeling very rejuvenated. i know it's very vain to rely on materialistic things in order to feel good but once in a while won't hurt right? like a shopping spree or a full body massage would do the trick or even a good dinner with friends will hit the spot.

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hero

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no, it's not Enrique Iglesia's song nor Mariah Carey's but Family of the Year's. i don't know if you heard of them, but i just knew of them recently. it's a soundtrack for a korean drama  (It's Okay, It's Love) i've been watching. yes, tears have been shed for this one too. don't you just love how soundtracks can bring more feelings to every scene you've watched?

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boom clap

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i'm currently whipping up things to say post-watching Fault in Our Stars which isn't doing me any good because i'm still freakin' crying. you wouldn't want a clear visual of what i look like now because it would be the epitome of horrible. although this i must admit. watching the movie made me cry more than the book did (close to zero tears were shed) so bravo to the people who did the movie. never knew i would find a book-turned-into-a-movie movie much better.

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try

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insecurities are flowing through my veins ever since i was a kid. i'm a hairy person so i have hair in parts that i don't want, my legs and my arms. which was why i wasn't keen on wearing shorts or skirts until college. my body is very unpredictable with it being plump one day and thin another. i have an acne-prone skin &the pimples would get worst when the time of the month is near. plus i'm not confident with my nose and shape of my face too. i really don't consider myself as beautiful at all.

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best mistake

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looking past the 21 years of my life, i think i have an embarrassingly long bullets of mistakes. some i can undo, some would just have to do. the overused phrase of no one's perfect can't be more true. mistakes can actually take you down, maybe even give you dramatic depressing moments. it would all depend on how you would take and perceive it.

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fancy

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i'm staring blankly at my computer screen, coming up with nothing since nothing exciting has been happening lately. well, if you consider stuffing myself down with nothing but food and having close to zero exercise is exciting, i've hit the jackpot. it all boils down to having so much free time that i can fill a large mason jar. so now i spend it on surfing the net about make-up and planning on which ones to buy when September hits. i'm big on lists and now i have close to about 10 and one of those is my "make-up to buy" list which is now pretty long.

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wiggle

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you know what to do with that big fat butt...wiggle wiggle. it's official. i'm addicted to this song! it's so fun and quirky &easy to dance to. all you need to is shake your butts. now i have to do some butt exercise for everything to be perfect! ha! and with that, i present to you guys a very wiggle wiggle appropriate outfit.

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story of my life

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as much as i am crazy about fashion, i'm also as crazy about reading. i've always loved books ever since i was a kid and i remember how i would study so hard so i'll be on the honors list then ask for books as reward. crazy right? what i love about them is how they bring me to another dimension or time &give me knowledge i've never have. i have a very wild imagination so believe me when i say i always feel like a third person in the book or the heroine even. &since i've got a lot of time in my hands, i caught up with my readings. i'm a fan of chick lit, young adult and new adult genres nowadays &i'm feeling a little bit bookworm-ish so i'll share a list of my recent reads to you guys!

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all of the stars

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hello july &another month down until H&M Philippines would open, until Christmas, until 2015 &until me finally graduating. you would always notice time passing by your eyes as you get older. you'd want to try new things, go on more adventures &maybe fall in love in between. i wonder when would i be able to do things that really matter to me.

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almost is never enough

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it always has been inexcusable to wear black during summer. i mean really? it's summer &how does one wound up wearing dark colours? unfortunately, i was bit by the black bug myself. this would be such a lame excuse but it's the truth. i found myself staring at my closet &found nothing to wear. yes, petty girl problems. changed clothes for about a thousand times &still haven't found the one for the day. so i got lazy &thought black would always look chic, even in summer.

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love never felt so good

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i'm writing this as i can feel droplets of sweat sliding on my skin. was that TMI? nevertheless, even though it was pouring here &there, nothing has changed because it's still insanely hot. if you ask me, my ideal weather is a mix of sunny, not the glaring kind, &windy where it's possible to layer. i have my own set of cardigans &jackets that i want to use, thank you.

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come get it bae

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it's the month of june &we're finally halfway through 2014. Philippines will undergo a series of rain showers again &maybe i can finally dress thick without sweating. that's probably the only thing i look forward when it rains, albeit i'm a sunny person. &i'm becoming a bit shallow with that statement while other people are braving themselves through what will happen when it pours. let's all just pray that there won't be another typhoon Yolanda or Ondoy happening so soon.

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safe and sound

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&here i am staring blankly at the screen, trying to come up with a jumble of words to type and coming up with absolutely nothing. not a single exciting thing has come up &i'm pretty bored to death, regretting that i skipped on the opportunity to catch The Amazing Spiderman 2 at the movies. plus, i'm just laying on my bed, my eyes practically rolling around the sockets just to search for something interesting.

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happy

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i've been living in a bubble since the first week of May came around. maybe it's due to the hangover i got from spending a five-day vacation in boracay. it's never summer without scrunching your toes on sand &panicking a month before because my body isn't ready. after i got back, i just felt so drained which led to slacking, then the slacking led to not blogging. which is the reason why i've got about ten looks stocked up. i need an energy pill fast!

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all of me

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i've been waiting for this moment where i would be doing nothing &just lay around not over thinking or drinking endless cups of coffee to stay awake- summer. yet, it seems like i'm much more tired than before because i got nothing on my hands. weird isn't it? are you guys feeling the same?

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not a bad thing

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turning a year older seems like i'm running out of time and youth is ready to take the next train. &just like how i feel every single time i try to step off the lrt- rushed and terrified, growing up seems to be that. 

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magic

Magical. always been a fan of the word to describe peculiar happy feelings. the type to sum up the butterflies in my stomach expression. or the cause to make you believe in something the eye couldn't see but the heart could feel. and maybe just the perfect word to associate with love.

young girls

i'm on a roll today with this second post and the butterflies in my bottomless pit of a stomach can't stop because i'm just to happy to be able to blog again. i can't believe how this simple electronic domain be a part of my weekly to-do list and probably is up there in the top 5. &maybe i'm just too happy to be able to share to you guys my nonsensical and overbearing thoughts when it comes to fashion.

adore you

&finally i'm making a comeback from the long e-world hiatus i've delved into. mainly because it had been a busy month juggling from going to work everyday to complete the dreaded hundred sixty hours for my on the job training to continue handling my personal responsibilities. it's March, the most-awaited birthday month and i'm utterly overwhelmed for turning twenty-one. i'll be optimistic &think of it as a signal for me to do great things in the far future.

can't remember to forget you

and don't we all associate the month of February with overrated bouquets of roses and heart-shaped expensive chocolates. i sound so bitter don't i? anyway even with all that, all of us are just really hopeless romantics. wishing to find that one person who would be ready to let his walls down and let you be a part of his world. 

say something

 always been fond of Januarys- signals a new start- and it's so awful it ended so fast without me enjoying it. univ has been eating up too much of my time & making me miss writing posts like this. although i treat blogging as my very own de-stressing activity, i can't seem to do it as much. looks like i have to balance my time more when February hits.

radioactive

definitely ended my moments where i would ignore things that are a tad bit plain and boring. been collecting essentials and pieces of clothing that i know would last a lifetime. it's true that the world of glam&fashion will always change but there's one thing i know for sure, basics will never die.