awkward

my body's currently in an awkward stage where i don't know if i'm fat or not but i'm certainly sure that i've gained a few pounds. sometimes, us girls would always feel conscious of our bodies because we've always had the impression of being thin as beautiful. it's very hypocritical of me if i said that i myself don't believe in it. believe me, i do but that's one of the things i would definitely want to change about myself.

i've never been the stick thin type of girl because i easily gain weight when i'm stressed and the sad part of is that it takes time for me to lose it! that's why sometimes i feel very awkward and not comfortable in what i'm wearing because i feel fat. i know you guys are thinking that i'm quite thin but sometimes i wish i can have the body of a Victoria's Secret model. well, who doesn't?

that's why i always go for oversized tops to cover my bulges and whenever i feel very bloated. we all have our insecurities and it's in our hands if we decide to let us down or just make us be more determined. 

|| Top: Mango || Crochet Shorts: Bazaar Find || Boots: Primadonna || Shades: NAVA || Beaded Bracelets: Cotton On || White Bracelet: Pasalubong || Bracelet (with blue detail): Forever21 ||

that's why, here i am, more determined than ever to lose weight and maintain my ideal weight..well, ideal for me i guess! there's also something about dieting that isn't all about being thin but also to be healthy. you'll always be able to feel good about yourself when you feel healthy and let's all start here! let's promise ourselves to diet, and when i mean diet it doesn't mean starving ourselves to death! it's more of eating the right food and less of the food that would go straight to our thighs. and don't forget to get your daily dose of exercise.  

stay healthy and feel beautiful!

monster appetite<3